Tuesday, June 13, 2006 11:23 PM
lol came to blog agn.
2nd time of the day.
cos i rmb something v hilarious.
i just cannot not blog abt it. =D
2dae me n xian were going ahs then met ser at my hse downstairs.
but ser suddenly say she cant go cos her pa not feeling well.
so she had to stay at hm to look aft her pa
[filial child...aww...]
but xian need to get a photo album from her so we decided to give a suprise visit.
hehe
but i realise our class list din had hse address on it so we bo bian had to go search for ser hse.
i knew she lived on the 13th storey near lift C
[sorry ser, i blurt out ur add. haha]
so xian n i went up to the 13th storey
[her hse lift only stop at 6, 10 n 14 storey]
when the lift door open on the 14th storey, there was a flight of stairs in front of us
so we went straight down tt stairs
we thot it was now a matter of the right side of the flat or the left 1.
i even open up ppl's shoe cupboard to find ser significant black n yellow adidas shoes.
[but dun have leh]
so we thot it might b the other 1 so we called ser to ask her to open her door.
we waited.
n waited.
but the doors on both sides were still locked shut.
so we called ser agn to ask if she had opened her door.
she said she did n nobody was outside.
so xian n i walked up agn n walked along the corridors n went down another flight of stairs.
we called ser agn to ask for her door number but she din want to give us.
=.=
[fast forward]
we ended up walking to the wrg doorstep twice b4 finding where ser lived.
when she opened the door her hair was in a mess.
lol
so funny can??
we went in n slack at her hse for a very very long time b4 going back to ahs.
at abt 4pm plus then we left her hse for ahs.
AHS here we come...!!
at last...
went back ahs today to take my grad cert.
ser n jiaxian oso went back to take a look at the guitar camp.
karen came too.
she came to pass me bio notes.
was hoping that the ahs bookshop was open
so i could photocopy the notes but sadly no.
ser n xian went back becos the guitar juniors needed station masters.
but the 4 of us just went to take pictures at the fitness corner.
lol.
so fun la.
haha.
evrybody was so high.
took loads of pics then went to see how their junoirs carried out their activities.
after that we went to slack at the guitar room.
karen n i were free loaders.
we just sat there n started munching on the tidbits.
at abt 7pm we left n went hm.
[exciting day but i'm too tired to describe evry single detail tt happen =p]
p.s(btw xian did something tt totally made me ser n karen laugh lyk crazy ;D)
=>sorry la too lazy to type le. bb
Friday, June 09, 2006 8:53 PM
haben start studying yet.
exams r only 2 weeks away.
my mum has been nagging.
got v irritated.
com'on...
it's not as if i dun care, i m more anxious abt mye more than her k?!!
got me so fed up.
duno where to start cos evryting sux.
dun understand evryting.
went airport w ser 2dae.
then sn came later, w sw. ;)
then i tried doing chem hols assignment.
woah.
[pat on my shoulder]
i did ONLY 2 qns??!
lol.
sn was screaming that she was hungry.
then they wanted to leave so we left the airport for tm.
[the usual haunt]
then we went pasta mania.
ser assured me that we will study but later.
then sn became v sick so we send her to the interchange sees that she boards the bus.
after that we went to shop for ser's earrings.
went montip then she din reli c anyting that she particularly like
so we went best denki to get earphones for my mp3.
then we went aries.
nope nthg that ser wanted.
so we back to montip,
ser got a pair of earrings n we bought some other stuff as well.
ha.
short entry.
v vague.
*yawnz
v tired.
still gotta mug??
eww...
wadeva.
bye.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 11:05 AM
yea...
i got my bigger pencil case
n my shoebag.
[actually looks more like a super oversized pencil case]
after the long search for my shoebag...
it was neither a converse nor adidas nor nike.
it's myuk from the wallet shop.
hmm...
nvm.
i m 1 happy girl. =)
went out shopping w ning, linfeng n lf's fren.
then ning wanted to buy a bag n clothes.
we went ard the whole of bugis n she only managed to get herself a nike bag
also from the wallet shop.
she wanted the pink rooster bag.
but it was the last piece on the shelf.
so was the nike bag that she bought.
but the rooster bag looks rather dirty so she decided to get the nike bag instead.
it was not bad. cost her:$57.95
i tink. it was near 60bucks.
but she's happy anw. (=
i'm happy too.
i shud b studying rite now.
where's karen??!
she said she wanted to come over my hse.
hey...bluff me.[sobs]
nvm. shall mug on my own.
wahaha karen's bio notes stil w me.
hehe...;p
Sunday, June 04, 2006 7:18 PM
wee...
at last i've finish the gpp.
hope our teacher accepts it.
[well he shud cos there's no time to re-do another one]
hehex.
my hands are now like trembling.
from all the typing.
have been using the com for more than 10hrs.
lunched on tidbits.
n now my dinner is equally pathetic.
have golden kiwis and strawberries.
lol
went to bedok central ntuc on sat.
must have been the fruit season.
nvr see so much fruits in a single place before.
haha...
[sua-ku]
then i bought strawberries n golden kiwis.
the ironic thing is that on the strawberries they put"sweet"
and is not as if nobody noes that
it is a fact that strawberries aren't totally sweet.
but when there's loads of strawberries put tgd, it sure smell good.
so i bought 1 box. hehe.
then bought 5 golden kiwis!!
my favourite!!actually the strawberries weren't exactly sweet. but it sure smells good.
haha.
love strawberries too.
[eating strawberries--a privilege enjoy by strictly females only] =)
***
then i wan to thank some ppl who reli helped a lot during the gpp.
they gave me a lot of support n although there are some words which might not b of great deal to them but meant a lot to me.
thx anw. =)
million thanks to ah tan.
she sae i dun like her but in fact i love her.
lol[sounds wrg]
[sounds more wrg esp when my dardar in camp]
wahaha.
cos she said over the email:
"erm.. i will be gg to my ah ma's hse today.. if god any prob or wna change the proposal den i help u do.. will be home at ard 2100.. ya.. hope those info will be of help ba.. n dun so stress le.. relax.. haa.. :) "
i was like so touched.
[sniff..sniff]
thx girl.
reli touched.
haha.
***
n not forgetting yanhong, yanzi n arjun for having to tolerate w my demanding n annoying personality. thx.
haha.
so emotional.
p.s(my family home liao!! yipee!!)
p.p.s(they come hm cos they wan to have dinner w me)
oh man...
today is a series of touching events.
[sobs.]
thanks to all...
[...no longer lonely]
[warmth]
=)
i'm worn out.
so very worn out.
i tried to do my best at first.
but then it all seem so unneccessary.
because the eventual result will still be the same.
nobody cares.
i tried to but it never seem to work.
so now i decided to slacken.
but external pressure pushes me on.
i don't like it this way.
sometimes i don't understand why is it that there are some things that i can sacrifice and others can't.
it's all the same.
to do well in one aspect u'll definitely have to sacrifice another.
that's the rule that applies to all of us.
it's a fact.
i've already sacrifice my school work, my results and most importantly, i've sacrificed time spent with my family.
[tears]
life has never been smooth-sailing eversince i stepped into the gates of Meridian
[why?]
feel so alone, so empty.
who is to understand what i'm feeling right now?
***
my family's waiting...
but now they wait no more.
they left me in this empty shell
to fend for myself,
i don't blame them.
i blame it on myself
for having taken on so many responsibilities.
why can't i be a normal kid?
i feel so alone.
this lonely figure that has overshadowed me.
i feel so helpless.
nobody there to lend a helping hand.
i feel so ignorant.
so naive, so childish for having let my tears rolled.
i feel...
so neglected, so condemnedi feel so hated, not by others, but by myself.
[...screams...]
Saturday, June 03, 2006 10:53 PM
[missing ser]
she in camp now.
dardar when u break camp?
karen coming my hse study u wana come?
come k?
i'll b waiting...
lol
***
went swimming w sus 2dae.
v long nvr c her le.
almost got 3 weeks.
nvr go swimming for ages.
we met up n went swimming 2dae.
suppose to meet at 10am
but both of us overslept.
lol
so met at 11am
then when we were in the pool,
it was so hot.
the sun was scorching.
a lot of ppl were sun-bathing.
2dae's morn sun was 1 of the hottest.
then she told me tt the sun at 8am is the healthiest.
cos all the sunlight get converted into vitaminD
n the sun btwn 11am to 2pm is the worst.
[we might get skin cancer]
=.=
anyway.
i love to get tan.
wee...
now i have rosy cheeks
n a burning sensation on my back.
lol
my skin will peel v soon.
wadeva.
[stil love my rosy cheeks]
lol
when the redness fades off my face will become v black.
haha.
[lame]
[going crazy]
