Friday, March 31, 2006 1:05 PM
lost n alone??
sigh...that's wad becoming of me.
feeling v depressed.
evrything so depressing.
pri sch life was fun.
so was sec sch life.
thot i could adapt to jc life but i realise i cant.
evrything seems so superficial.
frens r no longer frens.
buddies r no longer buddies.
wad is becoming to tis place??!
during pae evrything was new yet i stil had fun
lost n no one to turn to.
nvr once had i felt the loneliness i m feeling now.
[prayers]
last sat i went to attend caron's church session abt 'y r we here for?'
i came to realise many things r not as simple as it seems even the people ard u.
i felt comforted by ron's presence although there was some awkward-ness cos i was with all her other church frens.
i miss 06s303 but we got separated during jae.
sigh.
things will nvr remain the same.
esp beautiful things.
"hao hua bu chang kai, hao jing bu chang zai"
tis is a chi idiom referring to short-lived happiness.
tis SO describes wad i m in now.
actually does blogging reli help relieve depression?
i doubt so.
it's just adding on to mine.
i m just here to make known my life to the public.
which it's not an exact remedy to depression.
haiz.
perhaps tis is my best alternative since there is no one i can reli talk to abt.
shuning is here.
so guai she wan to do her hw.
guess i shud stop here n pei her.
:)
afterall she's some1 that i oso loved.
lol
seek comfort from her.
wahaha. =>so R(A)
buahbuah
